Last night I sat in the back of a theatre and squirmed at first and then smiled a lot as five professional actors took my words and transformed them into a real play. I haven’t been as nervous since my son had to solo sing Pie Jesu to a crowd of 200 people when he was eleven years old . Then I was in the back row crying with nerves for him before he’d even started. Yes, I am a wobbler during life’s big moments.
Seeing my play ‘Changes’ being performed for the first time in front of a sell out audience (and only some of them were my friends and family) was like standing naked under a waterfall ! Those wonderful actors took my writing and made it more, and made it real. And because including the cast and the director and me there were seven of us involved I felt like any bum notes weren’t all my fault. I was very happy to share the audience response and laughter with those on stage, too.It was pure writing happiness and for a change it wasn’t solitary.
And then when I got home I learnt that I have been shortlisted for the London Fringe Short Fiction Award 2009 sponsored by the Times Literary Supplement and Waterstones. Exciting news.
Going back to my ‘premiere’ (which I have done in my head every 10 minutes since last night) I had my hair done for the occasion partly because I looked like an old English sheepdog yesterday morning and couldn’t see where I was going , and also to bring some glamoooooooooor to the proceedings. The hairdresser and I discussed how a lot of grey haired women end up with ’do’s’ that look like cabbages. Keen to avoid this we came up with something contemporary – naturally curly at the back and straightened at the front. I can’t say I looked like anyone you’d know because I admit this hairstyle was like nothing I have ever seen before. Leaning towards Lady GaGa perhaps…….Anyway I got home to find my husband who is on a six week holiday busy watching Ray Mears . He never notices my hair – usually – but this time he did because he commented that he hoped the hairdresser had given me a 50% discount because she’d only done half of it.
I told him I was a playwright and shortlisted in a prestigious writing competiton and that he should treat me with more respect, and then he smacked me on the ass with a plastic flyswat and informed me that he wanted strawberry jam on his soda bread when I made the tea and could I hurry up ?
Brilliant!! Brilliant!! Brilliant!! Brilliant!! Brilliant!! Brilliant!! Brilliant!! Brilliant!! Brilliant!! Brilliant!! Brilliant!! Brilliant!! Brilliant!! Brilliant!! Brilliant!! Brilliant!!
That is all I have to say about the play
Anna you are an inspiration. You deserve every bit of your success. So sorry I didn’t see your play. I remember now that you told me late July. I’m sure it was wonderful and if there is a re-run please tell me and this time I will write the dates in my diary. Hope to see you soon. x
Debbie, I really enjpoyed meeting you and I’m so happy and relieved you enjoyed the play.
Anna Mayx
Jan, thank you for your lovely message. I am looking forward to seeing your first production which I don’t think is too far off……
Anna May x
Big congrats on both counts, Anna May. You are on a roll, lady. I’m delighted for you.
N x
Thank you for those kind words, Nuala.
Anna May x